Are You Afraid of Dying?

The Dance of Death by Michael Wolgemut (1493)

Death is a part of us. We are programmed to die; this program on the level of our organism is called phenoptosis (in biological terms). Each of our cells contains the whole molecular machinery for programmed cell suicide scientifically called apoptosis. Some cells die unprepared and almost uncontrolled as a result of damage caused by infection, physical or chemical injury, – it’s called necrosis. Death surrounds us, makes us what we are, yet many of us are scared to die. This fear is a part of an instinct of self-preservation and it’s needed for animals to survive and leave a progeny. It is normal.

I have never understood it in humans though. We are more than just our instincts. We are aware of our mortality, we are self-aware in general. How can then we fear something, which is inevitable? We all know that our physical bodies die eventually, yet many of us still find death something terrible. We are still slaves of our instincts, but we can be stronger than them if we are brave enough.

To me death is a fact of life. Worry or not – we all get there. Once we get passed that logical hurdle, here’s another complication.

We find death very sad. I agree with this sentiment only to some extent. If someone is born (without being asked about whether they wanted it or not), surely he Or she deserve the right to live as long as they want (until their natural death) provided they don’t step on someone else’s right to live. So, if someone dies at a respectful age out of a natural cause – I don’t feel sad about that, I feel like – “mission accomplished”. If someone commits suicide because they wanted to die because they think it’s their time or in order to finish their suffering caused by natural events (a terminal illness) – I don’t blame them, I don’t think euthanasia is a sin either.

On the other hand, people often commit suicide because they are unhappy – I find that very sad. Surely, they should try to change their lives to find happiness or to solve their trouble instead of just terminating their lives. That’s just an extreme  form of escapism, and I’m very much against that. I’m also very much opposed to the rules of life when people are driven into such a misery  – they find a death the only way out.

So, to me it’s not about life or death, it’s about freedom, a fundamental right of people to freely choose whether to keep living and to die. If people have this right, I believe nothing can stop them to be happy, wealthy, successful, great, interesting, you name it.

Understanding that death is your only limit on Earth, and it’s inevitable, should be liberating. It should make us explore life in its fullness, to fight for better life for ourselves and help those around us.

Yet, around the world I see millions of oppressed people. Many of them are unhappy with how central or local government, their neighbors, friends or family treat them, yet they are afraid to stop the rule of thieves, dictators or bullies and start changing  their lives.

They fear it could get worse. A new bloody revolution, getting beaten up their husbands or fired from work. They think it’s better to suffer. I translate it -  let’s rot and being used, because a possibility of change is too scary. Let our children rot too.

Do people in North Korea think this way? How can it possibly get any worse when they have already lost their most precious possession – freedom.

I think people stay oppressed because they don’t think enough about death. Memento mori, Romans used to say. We forget about how short a human life is. We forget that a life full of inaction, laziness, fear and oppression can be changed. Everyone can do it.

We can start afresh now, I mean now now, as single individuals or as a group.

Live like it’s your last day and tomorrow is the judgement day (I’m not telling you to abandon mortgage or rob the bank, just to be braver).

Make your mum proud she gave birth to you.

Think about death and find courage to live a great life, to be in control, to reach your dreams.

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A Secret Behind the Collider

About two years ago, CERN’s the Large Hadron Collider (LHC) research programme had finally started.  Since then, the Earth has not been devoured by an LHC-generated black hole as many feared or hoped. Also, the programme has not yielded any ground-breaking discoveries yet, apart from almost certainly disproving the Higgs boson occurrence in nature. There’s still time left to get more data from the machine before it’s shut down in the end of 2012 till 2014 for maintenance.

So was it a waste of money, all the billions of euro spent on the LHC?

Some people argue that the whole programme benefits only the boffins who satisfy their curiosity or get off (of course, metaphorically) this nerdy way.  Indeed, what an excellent entertainment it is to be a particle physicist, to spend 10-12 hours a day in front of the screen (particularly friendly to your eyes) and go through enormous amount of data, test endless mathematical models and build complex computer algorithms. It’s clearly as much fun as playing War Craft or chatting on Facebook.

Here’s the eye opener. Nope, it’s not that enjoyable, in fact it’s a very hard and demanding job, both intellectually and physically. Only few people can do it, because they have the right type of brains for the job, because they are diligent and most importantly because they feel it’s their CALLING.  A lot of those folks, like any other true scientists, enjoy theorising and discussing stuff, constructing and testing new things.

However, the particle physics and any other hardcore science is 99% mundane tasks (like collecting and analysing terabytes of data) and 1% fun. Why making it even more difficult?

But the public does. There’s a lot of pressure on CERN. We demand practical outcomes now, without realising that a path from “bench to product” can span decades if not centuries, especially when it’s about something as fundamental as the quantum nature and origin of mass and energy, or matter in general. We may only be at the very beginning in our understanding of how gravity works. But if we don’t make this first step now, we’ll have to make it eventually in order to progress.

Yes, CERN’s programmes are expensive. But do you think pumping money into war conflicts (read arms industries) or printing and giving away money to further build up the economical bubble (or getting Greece into further debts) is more useful? Or maybe the space programmes are more useful?

We need to think strategically. The world is facing the problems of overpopulation and  environmental pollution, threatening to destroy the remaining natural habitats. We need a lot of renewable and clean energy to keep our planet nice and green.

What does it have to do with the LHC you may ask? Did you know that the Internet was designed at CERN? Did you know that when first computers have been generated (by Babbage, Hollerith and Turing, sequentially) no one ever thought that they would enjoy a wide public use and a computer company would become the biggest in the world (Apple, like the fruit, which hit Newton)?

My point is that it’s hard to predict the use of a hardcore science experiment when it is in development.

Who knows what will the LHC scientists come up with? A new way to control nucleosynthesis (in a fusion reactor), which would give us a source of unlimited energy? Maybe they will crack the secret of gravity, which could be very useful in both the transport industries and the fusion power development.

The real secret of the Collider is that it has never really promised to get us access to new dimensions or give us a bunch of new particles to play with. It was to provide the scientists the best possible cutting-edge tool for making even bolder discoveries about our world.

Basic scientists are doing what they are born to do – pushing the boundaries of knowledge a bit further, exploring how things work. It is not up to them but the commercial sector to see practical applications of that research. You can’t invent new things out of nothing. You need to know how nature works on the fundamental level to continue the line of inventions – car->plane-> computer->star-ship->teleporter…

Do you disagree with that? Think twice when you criticise the LHC. The very device you’re using now (a computer) is a result of centuries of scientific work. Think about your grand-grand children and how they may benefit from the scientific progress being made now.

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Why Do YOU Read and I Write?

Time for a silly blog post (actually, it’s an experiment to test if I’m capable of writing just about anything).

You most certainly have Internet since you are here, maybe you also have a gigantic flat screen television, you can shoot pigs with Angry Birds on your phone and spread gossip on Facebook, flip through newspapers on iPad and watch a 3D zombie blockbuster splashing your popcorn all over.

Then why do you also read? It takes ages to go through a novel, don’t you have anything better to do? You can’t even do house cleaning while you are reading, unless you listen to an audiobook (which is not reading). Is reading something, you think, that makes you look sophisticated, even if it’s a comic book concealed under a fake Ulysses or textbook cover?

Seriously, why do you bother? Yes, you may say watching films is passive, playing games is motoric (yep, I’ve just invented a new word), chitchat is superficial, while reading books is an intellectual activity involving thinking (unless, you read Twilight, which involves a handkerchief of a size of a curtain, at least if you are as sentimental as me).

Ha! You don’t have to read in order to be able think (though it helps), you may just engage in a conversation with a snobbish polymath at your local book shop (if you still have one not run out of business yet, a bookshop not a polymath, by the spreading Amazon e-victor).

To me, there are plenty of other possible reasons of why people read:

  • escapism and procrastination (not unique to books though)
  • you love the smell of print (sorry, Kindle)
  • what else is to do before you go to bed? (indeed, sex is out of question)
  • you can cast yourself and your best friend or Brad Pitt for leading book characters in your imagination, you can even wear anything you like (or nothing at all) unless the author is big on fashion (don’t read Devil Wears Prada then)
  • or… you just love it.

As for me, I read because I like unique characters and settings. I tend to read stories, which have some novel thoughts and ideas. I like to read less well-known books, because if my reading is unique, so would my writing likely to stand out. Yet it doesn’t mean I like smart boring books with no story. A book has to be readable. So if it’s several chapters of the Austerlitz battle in War and Peace, to reduce the pain I pretend I’m reading historical non-fiction for research purposes.

Why do you read? C’mon, you can confess here, I’m not going to judge you.

You say you won’t say a word until I tell why I write? (Such blackmail, unbelievable!)

Why do I write? Are you kidding? It’s like a dope. When I’m finished with a story I feel so good about myself like I’m an equal to Nabokov. No, I’m that deluded, he didn’t love (brackets) as much as I do. I leave the judgement to the reader.

And as a token of my gratitude to you (gosh, you’ve read a page of that!), I’m doing a giveaway.

On the 1-2 of May 2012, my debut short story Usher Syndrome will be FREE on Amazon. It’s about love, friendship and gene therapy. Unusual characters? You bet! I hope you like it, do let me know about your impressions or if you find a typo (I know which page it is on, he he).

Just click on your country to download: Amazon US UK Germany Italy Estonia France.

Bear in mind the deal ends on the 2nd of May, 11.59 pm, Standard Pacific Time, at least that’s what Amazon says :)

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Go against the Current: Salmon Fishing In The Yemen

Last weekend I went to see this film starring Ewan McGregor, Emily Blunt and Kristin Scott Thomas. I confess I haven’t read the book, but I had a good feeling about the movie after watching its trailer.

I wasn’t disappointed. The story seems to be very fictional, but that doesn’t make it less enjoyable. Even if it’s fiction, it feels true, feels right.

I liked the subtext of the story; it was very easy to understand; yet it was still beautiful. The film is about people who go against the current, though they may not have done it before. They do it because they feel that risky changes promise a lot more than normal but dull life. Can they change themselves, can they find courage to change others too? A beautiful metaphor is used here: salmon, raised in the captivity for generations, is released into the wild (well, not so wild) – will it follow its instincts, swim against the current?

Some people said this film adaptation is a bit simplistic and cheesy compared to the book (which I haven’t read, but very keen to do so now). To me, one thing is important – the film works.  The love story and the crazy enterprise affair are further enhanced by the hilarious characters making witty and sarcastic remarks.

I would go as far as to say that this movie is something I’d have loved to film myself if I was a director.

Salmon Fishing in the Yemen is full of light, humor, nature and love. See you in the cinema.

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Short Fiction – A format of the future?

A short story can tell a lot about the writer’s calibre

I never quite understood why short stories and novellas sell less than novels.

Just think about it.

You are about to read something written by an unfamiliar author. Are you prepared to invest several days of your time into his or her novel? Maybe that writer is great but you didn’t like the first two chapters and gave up. It’d be a shame for both of you: you’d fail to recognise a really good storyteller and the author would lose his new reader.

Another thing is the time taking you to read ten novels you can spend, instead, on reading short stories.

If an author has short fiction in his bibliography, I tend to start with it. To me, short stories and novellas and are the format, which tells you everything about the quality of the author. With short stories writers cannot put in a lot of “water”, lengthy unnecessary description, dump in endless narrative passages just to show how much research was done.  Writers have only limited time and space to persuade us, readers, if they are worth of our attention.

And if I liked the short story by X, I’m more likely to read novels written by X.

Now, think about modern society. We all have an attention deficit disorder. We are flooded with so much information, it becomes really hard for creators to attract or hook us to read something. Also, books are now competing with TV, films and computer games.

And, because of that, I think the short fiction format has a bright future.

So why do people still prefer to buy novel rather than short fiction? I can only come up with two complimentary explanations.

The first is that traditionally it’s easier to sell a big volume with one story than one with a collection of small stories or a small story on its own.

The second explanation is that many people like to be invested into big epic stories, rather than to read a lot of one-hour stories, which they’ll forget very soon. It’s the same reason why people watch normal long films, but not short films unless the latter are TV series.

But I’d rather read a well-crafted, brilliant short story than a mediocre novel. I don’t want to flip through the pages; you kind of lose the appreciation for the written word, language, and subtext. When it comes to short fiction, I can read slowly, sip it like a good wine. I’m an advocate for short fiction, concise writing. I value time.

Short non-fiction has been with us for a while, it’s called blogs! And they are massive!

I think the appreciation of short fiction formats will increase too. Many companies started to prepare for this already.

For example, Apple iBooks store has a section of Quick Reads and Amazon has Kindle Singles.

The latter is especially good news for indie authors who specialise in short fiction. At last they have a chance for proper exposure.

It’s good for readers too. They can buy short stories for a dollar. They can also download a lot of them from a public domain for free. Including the ones by international authors.

I have a strong belief that many people don’t read because they don’t have time for novels, they are more likely to read short stories, especially in the transport (on a bus, in the tube, etc.).

So what do you think about my post? Do you read many short stories? What authors do you like?

I have just created a special page on Facebook called “Short fiction: eBooks and paperbacks” to recommend readers and writers short stories, both contemporary and classical, which I loved. You can post your recommendations there too.

Frightened by a hefty War and Peace? Why not to try Tolstoy’s short stories?

Want to read Dostoevsky but not quite ready to digest The Karamazov Brothers? Why not to read The Crocodile?

Short fiction is there for you, it’s a hidden literary treasure at your feet, pick it up and cherish these jewels.

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Gagarin – 12 April 1961- Following Your Dreams

Yuri Gagarin is our pride. But what do we know about him apart from the fact that he was the first man to fly to the space 51 year ago?

What kind of man he was?

Yuri was born in the Soviet Union in 1934. He grew up in a village, which was occupied by Nazi between 1941-1943, and it wasn’t the easy time even for a child. Gagarin remembered how he once saved his little brother from death when a German soldier hung him with a scarf for fun. Yuri’s older siblings were sent to Germany for slave labour until the war was finished. During the occupation, Nazi took his family house, so the family lived in a mud hut for months. Yes, hardship was his friend from the beginning.

After the war Yuri finished school and then left his hometown first to train as a foundry worker and then to become a pilot.

You may call it a great luck to be picked to perform a first ever flight to the orbit of the Earth. Then re-consider.

The legendary flight of the Vostok 1 spaceship was a series of “oopses”; it’s a miracle that Gagarin survived it.

Okay, I’m a molecular biologist not a spacecraft engineer; so forgive me for this clumsy description. After learning all these scary things, my respect for this industry grew immensely. Imagine that -

The radio-controlled system couldn’t switch off the third stage engines of the spacecraft, so when they were finally switched off by a shunt mechanism Vostok 1 was already on the orbit higher than required by a hundred km.

When Vostok 1 started its descent and entered the denser layer of the atmosphere the new problems arrived. The breaking system was faulty and the detachment of the remaining parts of the spaceship from the cabin was delayed. The outer layer of the craft burst in flames and liquid metal streamed across the window’s glass.

After he catapulted and started landing with a parachute, Gagarin was nearly suffocated in his spacesuit because the outer air access failed to switch on in time.

Yuri had finally landed safely and managed to avoid the freezing waters of Volga, thanks to his extensive parachuting experience.

There were allegedly a lot more troubles during that flight, which lasted 108 minutes.  All we know that Gagarin succeeded and became a legend.

He was a man who followed his dreams – what an inspiration to us. So let’s remember Yuri and his gift to mankind at least once a year, on the 12th of April.  Let’s remember that our dreams CAN come true if we persist and stay true to ourselves.

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Easter. Ascend and Renew.

First blogger’s rule – Don’t write about religion and politics unless it’s your speciality or you want to alienate people.

I would make an amendment to that rule: write as much as you want but just stay positive and respect your reader who may think otherwise on the subject.

Happy Easter!

Easter is all about hope and revival. It’s about spring. To me it also symbolizes eternal life and the ultimate victory of justice.

It’s about someone, who suffered for others, finally getting credit for his deeds. Resurrection and Ascension of Jesus is my favorite story in the Bible.

A fragment of The Transfiguration, the last work of Rafael

When you read it on your own, you are following his steps in your imagination and trying to imagine how it must have felt for Jesus to be betrayed like that and subjected to public loathing and humiliation, to doubt his divine origin, to go through that emotional and physical pain. And still to be able to forgive.

I’m not a believer or an atheist; I don’t see a point in faking faith or rejecting the idea of God’s existence due to the lack of scientific evidence.

If you believe in something that makes you feel good it’s up to no one to tell you if you are right or wrong (as long as you don’t break the law or force your beliefs on someone else).

Easter is a kind of thing I believe in, and the issue of whether the whole story behind it a historical truth or fiction doesn’t bother me.

Every spring I feel like starting from zero, I’m grateful to have Easter holidays – once again I can shake up my mindset, make changes and improve myself. It may sound cheesy, but I secretly want to be worth of the sacrifice made by Jesus. It’s natural to wish to be a better person, but, because it’s a hard thing to achieve in our world (was it ever easy?), this ambition is often ridiculed in the society. Decadent literature made Sin accepted as something terminal and irredeemable, a part of evil human nature. I defy this point of view and maintain that being good is our default quality, and evil is an abnormality, a reaction to stress, competition, shortage of resources, and, most importantly, something that can be changed, turned into positive.

Last month I visited Israel for the first time. I went to Jerusalem, to the Church of the Holy Sepulchre, and saw the rocks of Golgotha where Jesus was crucified and also his tomb, which was surrounded by pilgrims, as it should be as it’s the most important place in the Christendom.

The Stone of Unction: according to the traditional beliefs it’s a spot where the body of Jesus was prepared for burial. The present stone is dated 1810.

I went to the service, but I did not feel anything special.  I did not feel it as a sacred place. This place was not awe-inspiring like San Pedro in Vatican or St Basil’s Cathedral in Moscow. Yet, in my mind this story from the Bible became more real as now I have seen Jerusalem and breathed its air.  And I saw all these people around me calm and joyful as they touched the legend, mythic or real, and moved closer to Jesus.

P.S. In Russian the word Sunday or Воскресение (Voskresenie) means Resurrection. It’s good to be reminded every week that one can start afresh again and again.

So, how are you spending your Easter holidays? If I don’t hear from you, I’d just assume you are too busy enjoying it. Happy Easter!

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Changing Nature: Synthetic Biology, GM and Ecology

The transgenic venomous wasps from the Hunger Games film/book are not just a fantasy anymore. It’s our present. The modern bio techniques allow for genetic modification (GM) of virtually any type of organism or a virus.

It all started half a century ago when the genetic code was first cracked, which enabled scientists to intrude into nature’s most intimate, molecular level. Then there were recombinant DNA technology, human genome project, and animal cloning. Another important milestone was reached in May 2010 when Craig “Darth” Wenter, a billionaire scientist and the founder of Celera Genomics, announced creation of a first artificial organism he called Synthia.  Basically, his research staff took a bacterium Mycoplasma capricolum, removed the entire DNA genome from it, and put back in an artificially synthesized genome of another microbe Mycoplasma mycoides.  Synthia managed to live and prosper like any other Mycoplasma.

A transgenic ascidian embryo (Ciona intestinalis) expressing green fluorescent protein encoded under brachyury-gene promoter (Yamada et al., 2001, Int J Dev Biol, 55:11-18)

I guess that didn’t make a big splash in the pond. We’d be a much keener audience if it were a supercrop, which would solve a hunger problem in Africa, or an artificial deadly virus like those made by evil scientists in the Hollywood films. But however little or big the public interest may be, we have already entered a post-genomic era for better or worse.

Synthetic biology is an area of applied science focused on making artificial life forms. Transgenic plants and animals are created not just for research purposes; they represent a big chunk of the agriculture market nowadays.  Transgenic bacteria and viruses have been used for decades to drive biological research. Even medicines and vaccines are now being made in genetically modified bacteria.

However, these new technologies may be harmful to the environment. No big surprise here. Transgenic organisms “leaking” to natural habits will likely to have an effect on food webs, biodiversity and, indirectly, on human health. These concerns have been voiced many times in the media, but the environmental impact of genetically modified organisms (GMO) has not been systematically researched yet. Which is strange considering that for years billions of dollars have been spent on generation and commercial exploitation of GMO. The mankind keeps poisoning nature, now on the new level.

Here’s the simplified example. People are scared of GM crops being toxic and harmful for human health. But consider the way they are grown. A company’s research team turns normal wheat into a GM plant resistant to most potent herbicides and pesticides, produced by the same company (it’s needless to name these companies, everyone knows who they are). Then, it’s planted in the soil richly soaked in these toxic chemicals, which efficiently kill pests and weeds but leave the wheat unharmed. Let’s assume the wheat doesn’t accumulate any of the toxic by-products and we can eat that bread safely. But now consider that all these chemicals poison the soil and end up in the water we drink (I don’t know how efficient your local water purification system is). In addition to that, those transgenes can be transferred to normal wheat by cross-pollination or leak to wild life via a virus-mediated horizontal gene transfer.

I say it’s too late to fear such a scenario becoming reality. It’s inevitable. Nature changes with or without our help. Hundreds of organisms die out everyday and the new ones emerge naturally. Human activity accelerates the extinction rate. Yes, we chop down forests, draining marshes, destroy the existing and create new habitats. We are used to that now. Next, we’ll be creating tons of new organisms.

There is no way of avoiding that. But we can reduce the damage. And that’s where new policies should be implemented. Production of GM and other synthetic biology products should be tightly monitored and regulated. Not the way it’s done now when we often have just a bureaucratic burden slowing down research in academia.

Scientists and technologists should participate in regulating their own research. In my opinion, biosecurity issues should be considered first by toxicologists and ecologists, and then by non-scientist policy-makers and the related administration.

We don’t live in an ideal world. We cannot save every species and have a zero leak of artificial genes to the environment. But we can and should minimize the negative impacts of our activity on the planet’s ecosystem for our own sake and future generations. You don’t want to live in a garbage bin, and so won’t your descendants.

 

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Dr Fearnot or How I learned to love failure

I grew up in a small port town in the Far East of Russia.  Like any other Soviet boy I was brought up on heroic films and had big aspirations.  Many other boys dreamed of becoming cosmonauts, while I wanted to be an inventor, someone like Leonardo da Vinci or Thomas Edison. Of course, at the time I did not realize what massive geniuses they were, I just liked the idea of inventing things.

When I went to school I gradually started to excel in all subjects, but I didn’t love all of them. I was only mildly interested in physics and math, which was the biggest disappointment to me. How was I supposed to invent things without solid knowledge and passion for these subjects?

The Scream by Edward Munk, 1893

Luckily for me, apart from inventing I have always been passionate about three things in life. The first is singing.  I admitted to music school and studied there for four years, between the ages of seven and eleven. It was a disaster that kept me away from music for years. In the first year I failed in solfeggio and was forced to go through the same first year at the music school once gain. My major subject there was choir; I had a high and loud voice, which in combination with my tiny skinny pale exterior produced quite an impression on others.

The problem was that I didn’t like what we sang, I mean the repertoire. So, four years after joining the music school I dropped out.

Since then all my creative energy was put into my two remaining passions: plants and poetry. No wonder biology and literature became my favourite subjects at school.  When the school was over and it was a time to try for the university I decided to pursue biology, since my knowledge of natural sciences was better than my writing skills. Many people told me that it’d be impossible for me to get a place in the most prestigious academic institution in Russia: Lomonosov Moscow State University (MSU), that I would definitely fail my entrance exams. And they were right: I failed, but not the exams. I just failed to reach the required passing score.

It was almost like a tragedy for my mum, but I thought that I was okay; I just needed a better preparation. The next year I got in and spent my best five years at MSU, School of Biology. My failure to enter the first time round made me stronger, better prepared. I had learned to value my time, to plan and achieve long-term goals in order to succeed.

My failures didn’t stop there. In fact, even now I still keep having a generous share of them. My manuscripts and grant applications are often rejected by journals and funding bodies, respectively. This is normal if you are a scientist. I have to do better research and keep applying /submitting to be able to continue my work. Life is tough. This hardship has been molding me into what I am now. Why? I should be grateful for having all these shortcomings.

Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.
Winston Churchill

Even simple things let you down at times. A cactus dies on you? Your cat walks away? You don’t have a professional respect? You novel is rejected by a publisher?

It is frustrating, but you need to put yourself together and improve. And I don’t mean buying a new sofa or a next generation TV. I mean you. I mean myself. We all need to improve all the time. If we stop, we’d fall apart slowly. So keep on going.

Life is Motion.

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John Carter: Is there life on Mars?

© 2011 Disney. JOHN CARTER ERB, Inc.John Carter and two fiercest blog trolls :)   

Okay, you may think that this is so bad. Yet another derivative sci-fi flick trying to dazzle the audience with 3D. You probably expect me to say something like: “If you are not a child or a big sci-fi fan I’d not recommend seeing it, even if you’re tempted by the 3D or threatened to be boycotted by your L’enfant terrible.” Well, I won’t say that.

I don’t know if the film bad or good (okay I do know, but just read on), don’t you want to figure it out for yourself? I’m more interested in what’s for me in it. Do you need an incentive?

If you are that un-stoic parent who gets easily surrendered to your progeny‘s threats and you are going to see John Carter  there’s a minor consolation for you:

  • The story is based on the classic adventure book by Edgar Burroughs (educational)
  • There’re some cute alien creatures in it and the low gravity jumping (entertaining)
  • There’s some Martian dialect translated into English (linguistic)
  • The characters are fit: the bare-chested  hunk John Carter and a voluptuous half-naked Martian princess called Dejah Thoris  to get adults interested (soft-porn)
  • There’s nothing else to see in the cinema anyway (bummer!)

The film starts like a calamity. It looks like a low-budget version of Star Trek/Star Wars and manages to deliver an exhausting amount of clichés in a very small period of time. The sheer abundance of the cinematographical “stamps” makes the film look almost post-modernistic.

But then let’s see it in a different light. The John Carter magazine serial first appeared a century ago when the audience was not so spoiled by good quality sci-fi literature. And again it was mostly targeted for YA audience, unlike its contemporary and a similarly themed mind-bogging (he he, only joking) Aelita written by a Russian author Alexei Tolstoy.

Here you can watch a Soviet silent film adaptation of Aelita (1924) in nine parts.

Even though John Carter is a type of film you go to see just to switch off your brain and stuff yourself to death with pop-corn, I could still dig out some philosophical meaning to it.

We see the main character acting like an anti-hero in the beginning; soon we realize his behavior is a consequence of his past tragedy.

And one of the important things we learn from him is that one needs a purpose. If you lack passion and direction in life, then how can you be happy? Another thing is that if your purpose is not self-centered – not only you’re doing the noble thing and helping others, but you’ll also feel happy about it. By helping others John Carter yielded for himself a lot more than he could ever imagine. That’s a power of altruism. Admit it, you’d have never guessed my blog rant about John Carter would culminate on the altruism note.

Hey Grisha, you’d say, it is not the film review we hoped to read, dude. You didn’t answer the question: Is there life on Mars?

I can see your disappointment. In my justification I can say that no one can answer this question for sure yet. But if you watch the John Carter film you’d see a lot of life on Barsoom!

Seen it already? What did you think on the Ninth Ray concept? Is it a s cool as fusion energy? Do I ask as many question as your prodigious offspring?

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